“There is not one big cosmic meaning for all, there is only the meaning we each give to our life.” – Anais Nin The permanent end. This week someone I know committed suicide. The permanent effect of it shocked me. Never again will he be seen, touched, hugged, chatted with. His wife will never again […]

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Walking through a tough patch in life makes one often look at it from a different perspective, or so I hope. The dark night of the soul, a dark path, difficult decisions, heartache, death, sadness and fighting all are parts of life to make us pause, ponder, perhaps even wait there for a while but […]

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A painting of someone with the words "I feel like I am discovering myself everyday."

Integrated Physical Emotional Clearing (IPEC) is a holistic treatment approach that offers relief and elimination of a wide range of physical and psychological problems by discovering inner causes for outer symptoms, working with your body’s energy system. This approach is based on the holistic view that your body and mind are inseparable parts of who […]

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  The truth is most people’s lives are based on the beliefs of a malnourished community.  It starts out with the beliefs of our parents and families, then our friends and then our co-workers.  We’re working with programming that doesn’t nourish us. How do I know this? Just look at the stats. We are the […]

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My Inner Baby

February 28, 2019

About two weeks ago, I discussed with my therapist about my feelings of loneliness and how I automatically translate my loneliness to people not caring about me, then me not wanting to care about myself. I come to the ultimate conclusion that I do not matter, and that I might as well cease to exist. […]

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“I don’t really care who you are, what your relationship is to me…I just need you to get out.” This words left Martha’s mouth with so much hate and venom I wanted to push my chair back a bit. They were directed at her son, Timothy, who had just told his conservative Christian mom that […]

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A collage of several canvesses comprising a face of someone smoking.

Many healing practices treat symptoms without considering the ways in which these secondary problems indirectly solve primary problems. People at their core are adaptable and creative and prove this over and over again. Outside of the human kingdom, even flowers grow in sidewalk cracks and diamonds crystallize under pressure. Initially, when the human psyche hears […]

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An abstract drawing, black on a white background, squigles with a dark circle in the center.

I was thinking about past events recently and pondering the effect those events would have had if I was successful in my attempt to take my own life. It’s a morbid thought for sure, but it is something that has plagued me for a very long time. I started to think about how my untimely […]

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